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Miracle God

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The past two weeks have been testy but not really anything I haven't seen before. Due to that, I felt like I hadn't had anything that could lead to a good devotion to write. I was trying to think of what to do when I suddenly felt as though I had gone numb to my condition. In some ways I see that as being good, but on the other hand I felt that in the same way, I had gone numb to the miracles. Yesterday was my grandma's birthday who, in the last devotion, I explained had died from cancer. You may be thinking, "did you say that you missed the miracles and then explained death"? Our everyday pain and trials often get in the way of us seeing how far we can and have come through those. I have gone through seeing the pain of cancer take over every one of my family members. I see how hard my grandma fought and still lost. Thinking back to that, tears seemed like they weren't enough. I felt the anger and yet confusion of if this was good or not. Her dying meant sh...